Little Heart Left.

If love covers a multitude of sin then you are really putting mine under trial. I’ll have you know that heartless monsters are not born, they are made, and as cruel as this sounds, as ungrateful; if I had things my way, I’d have made my way out a long time ago and yet I suppose most of me already has. Kindly do not expect consideration, regard or any further sacrifice because these are the consequences of the choices you have made and it is a clear reflection of what kind of person made these choices. If you say you love me and yet your mistakes stand in the way, pardon me for not overlooking them. The worst part of this is that you would never admit you’re wrong, always colsole yourself and say you have tried but baby, trying and failing is not gonna cut it. In this life, even equipped with God’s grace, there are some things where it is just do or die. If you’re so blind and so stubborn, then leave me out of it. Is a bond by blood so important? So costly? His grace may be enough for you and is new every morning, and despite being called to love like Him, mine for you is running low and always has been. Change or be changed. I have little heart left and you might still be ignorant but it is so because of you, so then again, how could you have not known? I  am about to run out as you run me over time after time.

Notes, October 27, 2011